How do I begin the first 2 (and I repeat, 2) days of schools?
-Getting everyone to sit at the canteen wasn't so easy that's for sure.
-Everyone is still trying to find their place (seating, what to eat, where their classes are, etc)
-I too am confused as to who I'm supposed to talk to. When I go to someone else to talk, I feel the judging looks around. I mean, this could specifically be directed towards 1 or 2 people. I mean it's senior year and if there's one thing that seniors tell you is that everyone is friends with everyone during the final year. But apparently it's hard to have that 'everyone is friends with everyone' feeling when you can't even walk around without having the thought of you know when they say 'I feel so awkward' or 'why am I here' and I sometimes wish that I can be at different places at once because sometimes, some people's "problems" can cause discomfort to ME. I guess wanting to have everyone in the same place is too big of a wish because some just want to graduate a fucking loner.
Hey did I also mention it's only been 2 days since school reopened? and I already feel like I am at a lot of wrong.
Repetitively from last year, we encounter the similar problem of indirectly not being allowed to talk to other people or more like receiving an ultimatum of 'show us your true allegiance' kind of bullshit.
On a happier note, classes went well yesterday!
We watched the highly anticipated after 2 years Sherlock episode (yes Benedict Cumberbatch) during Lit class and man how I've missed Literature. Also, word of the day: 'witsiness' used in 'don't bring that witsiness here'
NTS: check memory jar.
Till then guys!
-Getting everyone to sit at the canteen wasn't so easy that's for sure.
-Everyone is still trying to find their place (seating, what to eat, where their classes are, etc)
-I too am confused as to who I'm supposed to talk to. When I go to someone else to talk, I feel the judging looks around. I mean, this could specifically be directed towards 1 or 2 people. I mean it's senior year and if there's one thing that seniors tell you is that everyone is friends with everyone during the final year. But apparently it's hard to have that 'everyone is friends with everyone' feeling when you can't even walk around without having the thought of you know when they say 'I feel so awkward' or 'why am I here' and I sometimes wish that I can be at different places at once because sometimes, some people's "problems" can cause discomfort to ME. I guess wanting to have everyone in the same place is too big of a wish because some just want to graduate a fucking loner.
Hey did I also mention it's only been 2 days since school reopened? and I already feel like I am at a lot of wrong.
Repetitively from last year, we encounter the similar problem of indirectly not being allowed to talk to other people or more like receiving an ultimatum of 'show us your true allegiance' kind of bullshit.
On a happier note, classes went well yesterday!
We watched the highly anticipated after 2 years Sherlock episode (yes Benedict Cumberbatch) during Lit class and man how I've missed Literature. Also, word of the day: 'witsiness' used in 'don't bring that witsiness here'
NTS: check memory jar.
Till then guys!
xom.
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