OLA CHICAS
If you were actually spending time with me or just sat nearby today,I believe you would notice the mood swings I had because I was actually having a completely shitty day.
I mean, I randomly get pissed at someone and then cool down after like a day or something. It was horrible but I don't know, it's just there.
It then reminded me that I friggin need help.
But that's so overrated.
Little details pissed me off about everything.
I was devastated in class and I saw you laughing and smiling.
That triggered me saying that if I continue this, THAT PERSON will beat your ass.
And everyone's just ranting about how good your piece is.
Thank you for reminding me that where you are now is not who you are.
You indirectly told me to raise my bar.
And I will and I am.
Yet you can't fucking shut up whenever you don't get something and constantly asking me if I feel bad.
the answer to that question is NO.
I don't expect you to feel bad for me if I fail a test because I know it's my fault.
And I don't want your empathy and your gracious, kind words saying 'oh, it's okay mills' when I can see your wide grin.
So NO, I don't feel bad if you don't get it.
And stop asking me that like I can change things around here.
RAISING BARS: ACCEPTED
xom.
If you were actually spending time with me or just sat nearby today,I believe you would notice the mood swings I had because I was actually having a completely shitty day.
I mean, I randomly get pissed at someone and then cool down after like a day or something. It was horrible but I don't know, it's just there.
It then reminded me that I friggin need help.
But that's so overrated.
Little details pissed me off about everything.
I was devastated in class and I saw you laughing and smiling.
That triggered me saying that if I continue this, THAT PERSON will beat your ass.
And everyone's just ranting about how good your piece is.
Thank you for reminding me that where you are now is not who you are.
You indirectly told me to raise my bar.
And I will and I am.
Yet you can't fucking shut up whenever you don't get something and constantly asking me if I feel bad.
the answer to that question is NO.
I don't expect you to feel bad for me if I fail a test because I know it's my fault.
And I don't want your empathy and your gracious, kind words saying 'oh, it's okay mills' when I can see your wide grin.
So NO, I don't feel bad if you don't get it.
And stop asking me that like I can change things around here.
RAISING BARS: ACCEPTED
xom.
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